Recently I have figured out that the location of this blog says I am in NYC and in Eastern Time (ET) zone! While it is true that I am in ET-zone, I am in Europe and on Central European Time! Needless to say I have NO idea why and how the blogger would "think" I am in NYC and put me on ET time! I haven't created this blog while being there and google has my correct location and tried to change it many times to Austria which didn't work! It makes me think though that I am neither there nor here in so many ways!
I am trying to track back time to figure out HOW it came to happen that I am so disconnected from the life here in Austria, how come that I have only a couple of friends here, two from the US, well one is from Puerto Rico actually.....another one from Haiti....If I was here on vacation it wouldn't be much different, really. And in some ways I feel like I am on vacation! :))
I talk to the people I met on Facebook from Australia, USA and UK more than the people in my reality. How did this happen? I am seriously wondering how on Earth will I find my way back to the physical reality where I am in? Do I want that really while I am dreaming of other places to be and to live in? Where on Earth am I? :)
Looking deeper into this I realize that I am a traveler between dimensions as well, not quite feeling home in any of them since my 3D self is truly not at home in this 3D reality but has not really moved permanently into the 5D! If I add to that the other dimensions and parallel realities I am a nomad, a NO WHERE woman, living in her NO WHERE land, making all her NO WHERE plans for NOBODY! Arghhhhhhh!
Looking even deeper I realize it goes beyond that, it is also the WHO I AM that moves along the same lines! I cannot really keep to one identity, right, changing names all the time, fully aware that I AM so many things in so many dimensions and realities and times and spaces! This is especially true when the inter-dimensional movements increase from time to time. Now, it is no secret that we are transitioning from one paradigm to the other, from one reality to the other and the veil between the realities is thinning as I write. Does that mean we became nomads, "nowhere"-beings with multiple identities shifting from one to the other? If so where do we find our stability and our true identity in all of this and how do we keep it if this reality doesn't support Divinity and is based solely on illusion? Where do we drop anchor and what do we call home in the outer reality? When where is not a place and space and what is undefined...how do navigate this reality and create and live the dreams and visions of our hearts? Where on Earth are we?
I am trying to track back time to figure out HOW it came to happen that I am so disconnected from the life here in Austria, how come that I have only a couple of friends here, two from the US, well one is from Puerto Rico actually.....another one from Haiti....If I was here on vacation it wouldn't be much different, really. And in some ways I feel like I am on vacation! :))
I talk to the people I met on Facebook from Australia, USA and UK more than the people in my reality. How did this happen? I am seriously wondering how on Earth will I find my way back to the physical reality where I am in? Do I want that really while I am dreaming of other places to be and to live in? Where on Earth am I? :)
Looking deeper into this I realize that I am a traveler between dimensions as well, not quite feeling home in any of them since my 3D self is truly not at home in this 3D reality but has not really moved permanently into the 5D! If I add to that the other dimensions and parallel realities I am a nomad, a NO WHERE woman, living in her NO WHERE land, making all her NO WHERE plans for NOBODY! Arghhhhhhh!
Looking even deeper I realize it goes beyond that, it is also the WHO I AM that moves along the same lines! I cannot really keep to one identity, right, changing names all the time, fully aware that I AM so many things in so many dimensions and realities and times and spaces! This is especially true when the inter-dimensional movements increase from time to time. Now, it is no secret that we are transitioning from one paradigm to the other, from one reality to the other and the veil between the realities is thinning as I write. Does that mean we became nomads, "nowhere"-beings with multiple identities shifting from one to the other? If so where do we find our stability and our true identity in all of this and how do we keep it if this reality doesn't support Divinity and is based solely on illusion? Where do we drop anchor and what do we call home in the outer reality? When where is not a place and space and what is undefined...how do navigate this reality and create and live the dreams and visions of our hearts? Where on Earth are we?
this is just the reason why i sit around all day playing with my jack-in-the box...then all of a sudden, POP goes the "wee cell"
ReplyDeleteI must have missed those classes how to navigate this reality in the Avatar training! :)
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