Living Large in a Small World

I have been receiving many downloads of empowerment recently real potency and potent masculine boosts! :) The frequencies of taking action, of strength and of determination. I feel my body buzzing with Kundalini, Shakti power, stars and galaxies are spinning in my physicality! I am brimming with possibilities and creative energy that wants to create something, something that has never been before! Something that is so familiar yet so unknown! :)

Life brought my attention to something again today, to the emergence of the New World. The Divine is saying, it is time NOW! I came to this embodiment only and solely with one intention: to co-create the New Earth, to add my energy and my piece of "information" to it! So far I haven't been really able to do it, have I? Squeezed between the walls of the old matrix, as I perceived myself, I saw no place to go or no space to be. At one point early this year I was so depressed that I was given the conscious choice to leave the body, to re-contract it to another being who is willing to come in. I chose to stay! The walls are moving now when we push them away, what a gift!!!

I didn't have and still don't have the answer to the question about how to live in the new world as a tangible reality. I am becoming aware of the fact that is yet to become possible. So, what to do in the meantime? All of me is wired for the New Earth, or Heaven on Earth as some traditions call it, I don't even have the skills nor any interest in being or living anything old, limiting and not expansive! I am aware that I have been asked to delete/dissipate/dissolve as much from the old matrix in my own psyche and thus in the grid so the shift is smooth and as many people as possible can "cross over". It is the choice of every living being to ascend otherwise they wouldn't be here. So, what to do in the  meantime until we shift collectively to the 5th dimension, if one doesn't want to wait idly and wants to have some fun in a small reality??? That I am still to figure out. I wished there was a guide or a manual about How To Live Large in a Small, Limited World! Like the 50 Things to do on a 3D planet as a 5D being? :) Wouldn't it be great? :)

Maybe it is just about to move away from everything and live alone on a mountain top? Maybe it is to work with what one has which appears to be not so much. It is the Doing part I didn't get so much down, the BEing part is a no-brainer, isn't it?! BE YOU, BE authentic, BE real, no matter what! :)

in anticipation,

tara

Self-Love

Today I am inspired to talk about L O V E! :)

Yesterday night I couldn't sleep because I was intensely, fiercely in Love with myself! Yeah, with myself! :) There was this wonderful, heart-bursting Love pouring through me, out of me, into me, who can tell! I was so in Love with myself , teary-eyed, hugging myself and whispering "I Love YOU!" into my own ear at 2 am in the morning, lying sleepless in my bed! Adoring every part of me, kissing my own hands and cheeks, caressing my whole being! In fierce Gratitude for my body, for every single cell, delighting in being alive! Delighting in being in a human body! Infinitely Grateful for the air flowing into my lungs, for the gift of breath, for the lightness of my body, for the feeling of almost floating in the air! Infinitely grateful for the sensation of being embedded in soft feathers, for my cozy and warm bed!

Basking in the intensity of Self-Love my consciousness took a dive into the awareness of it, into the core of it, to BE more of it! Moving through the waves of Love, soaking it in fully, I came to notice that I was loving myself because there was nothing else, nobody else there but me! Coming full circle! No need for a reflection, or an outside image to project Love, just ending where I start, being the source and the receiver of Love! Since who else is there, really? Have anybody ever loved anybody else?

My being expanded and expanded and I wished this state of being each and every human being on this planet, asking myself, how could that happen? What will make that happen? Extending my being to all humanity and beyond I felt humanity's cries of forgetting, of being separate from Love! Containing all, embracing it all, allowing all, holding all positions and no position at all! Merging and merging into more of me until even Love became silent.....gently sinking into the subatomic realms, like snow flakes falling to the Earth on a calm, silent night in winter....sinking in...and in...reaching the point of absolute stillness....coming full circle...home coming...Pure Grace.....

I have to BE something about it!

Heaven, I had created this blog like years ago! Who would know I would write my first post today? :-) The name of the blog seems to be just right! Giggles in delight, which I am right having while writing for the first time in this blog created in the past. it is like past and present merge into future or into ONE-TIME, into the Now where all time resides? Who knows? I am not here to know, really!  :-) 

Yesterday I had an idea that came in an instant, like a lightning, and within some moments I actualized it: I created a group on Facebook, for Austrians only, who choose consciousness, who choose to live deliberately, who have the courage to walk new paths, who are visionaries, who innovative and CRAZY! You see, I had this point of view that such people would not exist in Austria, I would be the only one, in isolation, separate from all the people living in other countries. Well, maybe I could use a change in my perception, wouldn't you say too? Maybe, and maybe there are a few peeps who are really crazy enough to create a new world, who I could relate to and co-create with? 

Creating that group I realized that there were under 10 people I am somehow connected who live in Austria! The rest of my Facebook connections are almost 90% from the USA, ALL my friends I talk to on a daily basis live in the USA! It seems I haven't been living in Austria much, have I? :-)

You see, ever since I walked in into this body 4 1/2 years ago I have itchy feet, with a constant urge to move somewhere, some place or just move! Feeling like my space ship crashed right in the middle of Vienna and I was heading somewhere else! And what was happening was that I was kind of whirling around a steady pole, moving at light speed without going anywhere! Well, since I am not moving anywhere, permanently at least as it seems, I might as well see what this place has to offer, right? That would be wise, wouldn't it?

The vision of a new world is becoming stronger and stronger and almost unbearable! I have to BE something about it! :-) It is the only reason I am here after all, to BE the New World! So, maybe I can co-create a community of people, starting on Facebook who walk new paths and who ALL live in Austria! :-) Boy, would that blow all my reality bubbles about Austria having fallen off of the Earth? :-)

It is a sunny and warm day today, one of the last days of summer in Austria. I wonder what this day will bring?

with giggles in delight,

tara